I hope to stay annonymous among this blog, but it doesn't help that I posted some pictures of myself already. so I'm starting over. This is simply my blog to keep track of my weightloss and progress and I push myself to find beauty and desire to be in my own skin.

Things said might be triggering and i don't mean to be, but these are the thoughts and images that flow through my mind on a daily if not minutely basis.

A little info about me

I'm 21 years old and married to my bestfriend, whom is currently in Basic Training for the Army. I've struggled with Anorexia and bulimia for 9 years, on and off. I'm currently trying to be fit and lean, not anorexic skinny but i have my days. i also have a history of drinking and doing drugs, which i am currently straightedge.